Damn night time emo

Hate to admit. 

But..

I miss you. 

So much.

When walking in the rain during night time, i miss my hoodie-jacket-umbrella of yours.

Damn the moon make me so emo.

Damn.

Damn. 

Damn.

Blue

莫名的，好感伤的一天，

心情好沉重。

好忧郁。

好奇怪。

今天，怎么也都快乐不起来。

你那边，有阴天或是下雨吗？

你还记得我不快乐的时候爱做什么吗？

Nail art always makes me happier.. Well at least a little..

My friends tell me that i look happier and happier.. Yes i did. But why every night when i really settle down, i felt so down and so heavy in my heart? Am i pretending too much? Am i just " pretending" to be happy? I don't know.

Maybe i fake it just to stop the warm worries that make me feel worse instead.

Well.. That's just me. The more ppl are telling me to stay tough, the more i drown under.. The more i wanna stay in that dark, dusty, unhappy, grey world of my own.

Most of the time, faking a smile makes myself feel better instead.

I tend to give hopeful thoughts to myself.

Keep telling myself that, what belongs to you, will stay with you forever. And what doesn't, they will leave eventually. God has his plan for us. Everything happens for a reason... Bla bla bla. ..

I tried. I really tried to believe in these wise quotes.

But, i knew it clearly, deep in my heart.. You are still there. The part of you, just won't stay nicely in the memory file.

Night after night. I still dream of you. Sometimes part of my dream, sometimes you carries the plot of my dream.most of them, are happy. We were so happy, still happy in my dream.

The weird thing is, i hardly had bad dream since you left. Maybe because of your "dark shadow" has stopped guarding me.

If it really exist, i hope he guards you well.

Time Kulture - A Showcase of Contemporary Timepieces

A fabulous launching of timepieces in Pavilion!

It's a cocktail event, the food and beverage was great! I had my 1st lamb in my life and i like it! The smoke salmon was nice too~

 My look for the night~

And guess what~? I met my favorite Host from Red FM- Fiqrie!

Ended the night with 3 glasses of wine~

I feel fabulous! 

近况..

好吧〜 承认吧〜 

你打电话来关心我的近况，我确实很开心。 但是，真的不好这样。

我也曾经是你身边的那个，真的会难过。有意隐瞒任何事，都是不对的。

自从你离开我的生活后，我也不再向任何人交代我的生活。即便是父母，也只是通知而已。

有什么大事呢〜? 吖！ 我把脚毛拔光了！白雪雪，滑溜溜〜〜 呵呵〜 

篮球越打越好了。

跑步机上用跑的时间越来越长。

越来越多人赞我瘦了，漂亮了。

都是好事。你离开以后所发生的每一件事都是好事。

除了，你离开了。

一直都想追踪你的生活点滴。

但你说对了，我不敢联络你。

毕竟，旧情人，还是避忌一点好。

你应该在骂我了。骂我想太多，顾虑太多。

但，你也应该很清楚我的个性。

就这样，不打扰。不是很好吗？

😐

祝你幸福。

生日快乐

过去三年来，昨天总是我最开心的一天。能在你生日时带给你快乐，我真的觉得很幸福！

然而，今年陪伴在你身边的，已经不是我了。

这三年来， 我所做的一切，你还喜欢吗？

十二点以前，我把为你写的歌，全唱一遍。依然记得，你当时的情绪和表情。你的笑，你的泪，你的吻，我们的缠绵。

祝今年的你，生日快乐。

CLOSE FILE

同你分开咗半年喇。。

老实讲，我仲未完全放低你。

成日系度捻，我同你之间，仲有唔些少嘅可能。

最近，你问我点解咁久唔写blog咗。

讲真，半年来我想讲嘅，太多太多喇。。

但係，真係唔从写起。。

对你的感慨，唔会少。。。

点解要写粤语咁棘水？

我特登嘅。

知道你有日会来睇，你又唔晓读粤语文字。

我哋，係时候CLOSE FILE嘅喇。。

真相

背叛。

彻彻底底的被背叛了。

会跟我提分手，是因为良心过意不去？

你跟她，老早就发生了关系。

真的很心寒。

心寒透底。

入骨。

为什么，你跟她都一样的虚伪？

那么有默契的，若无其事。

这三年来，我认识的，爱的，到底是哪一个你？

是不是你？

真的你，是现在所看见的你？

还是说，真正的你，被人偷去了？

你离开了。

把我的心也带走了。

丢在半路上。

你知不知道，我找了好久。

好久。

最近，找回了。

但，已伤痕累累。