Thursday, April 24, 2014

missing you

为什么…

到现在,想起你的时候…

总是一阵心酸,然后心痛…

之后,还能感觉曾经的甜蜜,幸福,感动…

我折的巴士票,我做给你的卡片,我唱给你听的歌…

为你学的maple story,为你煮的干咖喱面…

陪你熬夜上网咖…

在你身边睡的每一夜,虽然只有半边床,半夜手痹醒来,看看你,睡得好甜… 

我们在一起的日子,我每一天都在重温…

每天一次的心碎…已成了我睡前的最后情绪…

你,有想我吗?

壁虎不再出现了… 你真的在那次通话被我骂了之后,就不再想我了吗?

那天之后的每一天,我都在道歉… 跟虚幻的你道歉…

我生气,是因为你不肯面对自己的心…

我明明还在里面… 

我明明没离开过…

不知道你还会不会来这里…

如果有…

能不能某一天忽然出现在我眼前,然后抱紧我…?

我好想你。


Monday, March 24, 2014

又是一个关于你的事。。

太奇怪了!

每次跟你通完电话后,只要你说会有壁虎出来吓我,就一定会有!!

是在巧合个什么劲吖?!

天杀的。。

每次都是在关门的时候从门缝蹿出来,吓得我要跑却跑不及,差点扭到脚。。

昨天的最够力,直接掉在我手上。

!!!!!!!

为什么会这样?!

T_T 哭哭~~

Monday, March 10, 2014

A.I.N.Y

A.I.N.Y.

爱你

Although I Need You

This phrase takes me a long thought.

It's true.

Just like me.

Although I Need You, i still need to let you go, cause there's no space for me anymore.

But still,  我 A.I.N.Y.

Watched a TV programme recently, it's analyzing 12 male horoscope in relationship.

As for you, a male Gemini:

They need companionship more than a relationship. They can be unbelievably royal to you, ONLY when you are by their side all the time. They can't take long-distance relationship.

I laughed.

I laughed so loudly, until my tears dropped on my worksheet, then only i realize that i was crying.

So that's the truth.

2 days after my "Sealed" blog, you Skyped me.

Telling me that you are the one who lost me.

I can't decide, whether you are regretting or you are trying to tell me that : "I am over you, so now it's time for you to get over me."

However, for the whole week, 5 times you called, I answered 4 of them.

Either you are smart, or you knew me well, the fact that I can't resist you.

So, what now?

Calling me so often, reasons:

1. Missing me for not writing about you anymore.
2. Scared by my "Sealed" blog piece that you might REALLY lost me forever.
3. Realizing that, I AM THE ONE.
4. Some weird reason that neither you nor me knows.

I need to know, seriously.
Text me your reason, you may choose from the above statement, or you can tell me the true reason in your heart.



  

Saturday, March 1, 2014

封印

当一个人不把你当一回事,他真的就不把你当一回事。

男人跟女人来自不同行星。

女人偶尔还会欲擒故纵,但男人说不,就不了。

真的要痛到极点,人才会认命吧。

给你的泪,还没流完。

但心的疲惫,已到了极限。

我好累。

请别再来找我了。

任何方式,都请你不要再来了。

--封--

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

许愿

星期五以前,如果你没联络我,我就把这里封印。

不会再通过这里告诉你我好不好,因为,也没必要了。


Tuesday, February 18, 2014

离开

像雨水,慢慢蒸发。

像糖果,慢慢融化。

像夕阳,慢慢西落。

像初恋,慢慢遗忘。




Tuesday, February 11, 2014

当星空璀璨时

2010年,你牵着我的手,带我踏上你出世,成长的土地。

我第一次一个人离家那么远。

对我而言,那里好陌生。

但是我好爱好爱那里,因为那是你最熟悉的地方。

一下机,见到的是你爸爸。

明明在飞机上想了好多问候的话,却很突然的,他拿起了我的行李,好快地上了车。

防晕药的药效还没过,我一路就晕晕地到了你家。一路上,除了尽量不让自己睡着,唯一想到的,就是你曾经嘲笑kl人走路好慢。果然,kk人走路的速度非同凡响。 ==

到了你家,你妈妈就坐在客厅。她在翻着报纸,看得出来,她其实是在掩饰她的紧张感。

准备好的床褥,周末的行程,当时我真的好感动!

我好爱你的家人,回的那天,妈妈在厨房哭了才出来,你知道吗?

其实,我也哭了。

到过那里前后有3次了吧?

好喜欢那里。

每一间商场,我最爱的little Italy,码头,夕阳… 还有跟你老朋友的聚餐。

现在,你牵着另一个人,到了那里。

你会不会在带她走走的时候,想起我当时的身影? 想起我当时的笑容?

我在这里,泪流不止。

无尽的悲伤,从我心里一直涌出。

如果你起飞前没打电话给我,我今晚,铁定又失眠了。

谢谢你,没让我失望。

 我,依然好爱你。

前天道别时,不让自己拥抱你,还是傻…